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Poem: “Run”
RUN
by Curt Mega
March 15th, 2012When everything closes in
You’ve lost the light of day
Look back and see the past
Remember yesterday
Remember where you came from
Think of the battles you won
Remember the courage you have
Then look forward, and run. Run.
This poem © Curt Mega. Published March 15th, 2012
Poem: The Call That Never Came
by Curt Mega
March 8th, 2012
Waiting for that callBut it’s always just the same
Staring at a phone
For a call that never came
This poem © Curt Mega. Published March 8th, 2012
What is forbidden
is for the best,
what is best
lay in my chest.
I lay alone barbed
and secluded, for I know
the price I’ve paid
for exiting penance.
But yet I yearn,
oh I yearn to find a day
where I may once more rest my
head on the breast of a love,
one of many I’ve stumbled across,
and feel weightless in respite.
But alas, I am condemned,
a prisoner of my own devices,
a slave to the pain I’ve brought.
This is my punishment,
sentenced by heavy breath and a
tired neck.
I claw for what was never mine,
I yearn for what I cannot have.
What is forbidden is for the best,
but I can’t find the will to bury that
deep enough in my chest.
don’t count on me.
don't count on me. this is a pond, the woods provide shelter and intimidate even those who belong here. i haven't been faithful to anyone. don't count on me. this is a pond, the woods that even god could sink into. things that still don't matter.
We
understood
the distance of
our lips
during the
immobility of
our breath, and
you carved
sentences,
blood red,
into the
fragility of
our skin.
Pressed
fingers and we
knew all of death,
but you were
mine, and I gathered
the shards of my
heart for you; this
showered us with
a sense of life:
you and I,
skin and skin,
life until death.
immortal.
forgive me if this isn't perfect but i am not here to save anyone in particular, not even myself. when everyone else wished to live forever, i wished to live comfortably and die somewhat alone, like people should. the american dream is to be self-sufficient, no? even if that means eating yourself alive? if i die today wasting everything or tomorrow having wasted that much more, you will have something to remember me by. i will make sure of it.
Telescopes.
Within my telescope, you are.
Sitting at the rim,
Unaware of the importance you now hold.
I watch you.
I stand there waiting for your next move too.
When lights dim,
till sky’s blue.
Beauty within a long paused look,
of moments when you’re reading a book.
Look away when I’m not looking,
My attention, now yours.
making dinner without cooking.
Within my telescope, you are.
Remorse
The wind
Once told me
A tall tale of
Truth that
Was never
Heard
By the ears
Of the innocent
But echoed
Infinitely
In the minds
Of the remorseful
Angel
His eyes are blue,
But they hold a blazing fire.
He talks in simplicity. Straight foward sentences,
Yet there is an intricacy of knowledge and meaning knit behind every word.
His hands are built and strong,
But they are gentle, and featherlike.
His voice is deep,
But his spirits are high
His fingers are short,
Yet his reach, goes as far as my soul.
His heart is guarded and hidden
Because its beauty will blind you.
His smile is subtle, almost shy,
But his happiness is tangible, and contagious.
His hair is long and shaggy,
It is protecting a vault of genius
His back is bare,
But sometimes,
Sometimes I see white wings.
(Source: messagestothemoon)
i’d complain
if it meant
a fucking
thingabout the
vanityof you
and me
and all
that we
have becomehow we
flock
to images
thattitillate
stimulatedemanding
mannerism
of fornicationwe get off
on the
beauty
on enticing
smells
on fluttery
fuck objects
we create
we create
we createi’d complain
if it meant
a fucking thingbut we don’t
really care
what is on
the inside
anymoreand even
if we did
it wouldn’t
matterbecause there
isn’t anything
beautiful in
there anymore
eitherwe create
we create
we createthis void
Fear Is an Obstacle (Designed To Be Overcome)
I stare into the back of my swollen mind;
I picture my fall in time’s relentless grind.
Fear drives its claws into my ink stained back.
malevolently beckoning my attack.
I try to free myself from fear’s mighty clutch,
but my attempts don’t appear to gain me much.
My pheobia breaks down my protective wall,
as if it were glass and not there at all.
As my resolve ripples under this impact,
which graciously leaves my courage intact,
my shaking knees buckle under my weight;
my anxious heart starts to dessipate.
Though the effects of this hell bent symptom
create a meak sense of you-are-a-victim,
I remain steadfast in my decisions;
I refuse to accept all my frantic visions.
I crawl up to the edge of my terror,
hoping I’ve made a terrible error,
but when I look down, I see my last hope:
a true test of how well I truly cope…
Before my brain can start to wonder,
I jump into this endless blunder.
I awaken at the bottom and see:
the whole time my fear was wrought within me.
I saw a couple
at the cofeeshop, intertwined
in the corner, seemingly
lost in the conversaion
of body and lips
their whispers kissed the air
around them as they stared
into souls
amorous auras having
affectionate foreplay
nobody could see but feel
with the rising heat
from steamy lattes and
intense conversation
So this is what love looks like.
Maybe one facade of a
kaleidoscope of faces
love, like beauty
is in the eye of the beholder
and even the eyes can be wrong
love is felt with hands
and feet
and minds
and hearts long before
the eyes notice anything.
Is this what love looks like?
Feel for yourself.
Chance meetings
I know that
Strangers with kind eyes
Are polluting the city and
There is not enough water
In rusted faucets but
If you and I were toEmbrace a blood red solstice,
We may find emeralds
In our cans of uncooked beans.I met a witch doctor.
She asked me to
Change.
Dear Future Me:
i hope you are well
and not lying broken and battered
worn and torn
in a ditch with only the buzzards as company
i hope your heart is strung out
and someone’s holding onto the kite you’re attached to
and that you don’t depend on anyone to live.
here’s hoping you’ve seen wonders
sailed across this wanton world
with drinks at your fingertips
and fire in your heart.




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